Monday, August 11, 2008
Teardrops on My Keyboard
I'm loosing someone very close to me. J is moving to another state. He got a promotion which is wonderful. It's a job he's been lusting over as long as I've known him. He has to move 3 states away to get it though. We'll keep in touch, I know. It won't be the same. I feel like my heart is breaking and I kinda want it to stop... a lot.
I have a headache from the tears... which are caused by the heartache... stoopid systemic sadness.
I feel like I've just been told someone I love is dying. WTF? I know that's not the case but... yeah. He reports to his new job in 2 weeks. Not much notice. Not much time.
Love you J. Gonna miss you more than you know. (Even if I DO wanna kick your ass occasionally. Heh.)