So... Surgery is in one week.... from today.
My child leaves for Abilene to spend time with Husband's side of the family Saturday.
I'm having random crying jags and freaking out of stuff that isn't important...
Yeah... I'm stressing over the surgery.
People keep asking if I'm OK with it and I keep saying, "Yeah! I'm not worried about the SURGERY! It's the recovery I'm dreading! Let's hope it goes better than last time!"
Yeah... I'm scared of the surgery. It's freaking my ass out. My friends, I'm a control freak... this surgery? Yeah, I have NO control over how it goes. I'll be unconscious. Helpless. Ummm... ok... I'm gonna think about something else now... I can feel the panic attack bubbling up again....
Cute Shecky Moment:
He got the Iron Man video game for the PS2. Throughout the game Pepper gives you directions when you aren't achieving the goals quickly enough... I heard THIS the other night:
"Yes, I KNOW Pepper! SHUT. IT!"
I about pee'd myself.